sabrinamari | April: Month of Possibility

April is a very important month for me. Many, many things that really matter to me come up for action this month.

I need to put in my TED talk application before mid-month. I have a big career opportunity this month, and I need to approach it mindfully and with planning. I need to produce a good article draft by mid-month (and the analysis isn't finished, either), a reviewed chapter draft and a book timeline even sooner *and* I have two weekend gatherings to help run along the way.

I also applied for a long shot opportunity that comes to culmination this month. It's a *very* long shot, but I am hoping.

If I'm wise, I will stack the deck in my own favor.

This means exercising almost every day (my Prozac and my best tool for feeling good in my body), sleeping early and well, eating mindfully and meditating.

It means not hanging back from taking risks and meeting challenges because I am afraid.

It means staying VERY organized and prioritizing my organization level. This is the month to use all my organizational tools and get new ones.

It means asking for help when I need it, and asking my friends to support me in choosing healthy, wise behaviors every day.

It means not getting distracted, derailed, hopeless, angry, depressed or losing focus. You get what you resonate for, and I need to resonate at a frequency that brings me what I want.

It also means staying connected to my Source, to the Tao, and to the Universe. When I am connected, I make better, stronger, wiser, kinder choices and I want to continue that.

I think I can do it. I want to do it.

If I can aim true and keep pulling myself gently and lovingly back on track throughout the month and through the first week in May, I can bring a lot of happiness into my life and be proud of myself even if I don't get every single thing I hope for.

That's my goal, really: to be proud of myself and sure that I did my best when May 8th rolls around.