Aphrodite/Venus conversation in the car

[sabrinamari]

Me: "Look, can I just sleep? Can I get my focus back, please?"

Aphrodite/Venus: "I'm not the problem; you're the problem. You fix it."

thinkingthinkingthinkingthinkingthinking

Giving up. Just giving up.

Me: "Fine. Whatever. You win. I'll give you the rest of this year and the next. Send whatever you want me to learn or experience, and I'll listen/explore/try/agree/open."

Relief. Release. Sense of peace.

Aphrodite/Venus: "No bitching, no complaining, no worrying about getting it right. Just do it. Don't hold back."

Me: "OK."

Aphrodite/Venus, approvingly: "Thaaat's better."

Later:

Aphrodite/Venus: "Also, tell the truth. Stop dodging."

Me: "OK."

Comments

[showingup.livejournal.com]

Very cool :D

No dodging, though? That's the bit I find hardest of all!

[sabrinamari.livejournal.com]

Nope. I'll answer direct questions clearly.

Last night was the first deep, rejuvinating sleep I've had since the Keeper's Retreat.

I feel wonderful this morning!

No Dodging

[ingridsummers.livejournal.com]

I like that bit. Tell the truth, no sneaky, scorpio twisting. Hugs!

[akrissy.livejournal.com]

Yeah, the "Also, tell the truth. Stop dodging." caught my attention. There is still work, but the energy can shift around this boulder and flow more freely with this action. *Hugs*

*sigh*

[otterdancing.livejournal.com]

And I think the next thing I need to say to Her is my safeword.