Something about this festival and the conditions that birthed it have made transformation easier than usual for me and many of my friends and companions along the way.
I noticed a decreased need to resist change all around me, and a lessening of anxiety and pain around shifting of all kinds. New lessons came easier, and it seemed much less important to keep defining myself through my historical limitations.
I wouldn't be surprised if this environment made even serious and far-reaching change more possible for my cohort than usual.
I have been told by a counselor whom I trust that I have until the spring of 2010 to wrap up the loose ends of life projects I am holding; a new kind of Neophyte will begin opening up in earnest for me by then.
Time to get on it!
I noticed a decreased need to resist change all around me, and a lessening of anxiety and pain around shifting of all kinds. New lessons came easier, and it seemed much less important to keep defining myself through my historical limitations.
I wouldn't be surprised if this environment made even serious and far-reaching change more possible for my cohort than usual.
I have been told by a counselor whom I trust that I have until the spring of 2010 to wrap up the loose ends of life projects I am holding; a new kind of Neophyte will begin opening up in earnest for me by then.
Time to get on it!
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