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Tonight was one of those fortunate times when staying present and being open was enough. We've turned the situation around sufficiently that by the end of the evening, I felt close and connected to both people. Tomorrow we're all going to Petroglyph National Park, and there will be more opportunities to strengthen the bonds amongst us.

I'm not ignoring the underlying tensions, or the fact that real communication about our problems has yet to happen. I know that it may be some time before this thing is resolved. But for now, I think we're on the right track.

Tired, but grateful. Sleep is calling.

Big sigh of relief

I am sitting outside of one of the few French restaurants in Albuquerque taking a few minutes to myself. It's the wedding rehearsal dinner, and I am wondering why I am here when there are so many lovely meals of green and red chile to enjoy. But you never know; it might be good.

This morning's petroglyph search was very productive, both in producing a fun adventure and in solidifying peace between Michael and Jennifer. I have spent the day lavishing both of them with love and encouraging playful and friendly interactions in general. It has worked well, and I am happy.

Best quote of the day: when the groom asked if the waiter could produce a vegetarian dinner option (probably for me), Jennifer leaned over and whispered, "Hey, I'm a vagitarian...does that count?". This is funny, since Jennifer is gay. : )

We tried to laugh quietly, and pretty much succeeded. I am full of relief. Peace and loving co-existence is so much better than frigid detente.

Thank gods this turned itself around!