Cords

[sabrinamari]

After deep talks with Michael, I'm realizing that normally, I walk around with energy cords between me and the people closest to me. I imagine them as electrical cords with two plugs: one in me, and one in them. Right now it feels like I've pulled out all the plugs that normally live in other people, and I'm walking around with a bunch of unplugged electrical cords in my hands. They're still plugged into my end, but I'm just holding on to the bundle of disconnected cords as I wander through the world. Weird.

It's hard on Michael.

The thing I don't understand: my radar is still working, at least with some people. If I've disconnected a bunch of my energy cords, where are those messages coming from? Am I also embedded in something more like an energetic spider web, so I can still feel the threads twitch when somebody around me moves?

Something to think about.

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[showingup.livejournal.com]

Interesting.

Recharging? Transferring over to a new form of connection? Were those cords giving or draining energy?

"The thing I don't understand: my radar is still working, at least with some people. If I've disconnected a bunch of my energy cords, where are those messages coming from?"

Might it be a case of mistaken identity in which you thought your radar was through those cords when it wasn't, and they actually had a different function?

"Am I also embedded in something more like an energetic spider web, so I can still feel the threads twitch when somebody around me moves?"

aka The web of Wyrd?

[karmawings.livejournal.com]

It could be that the past couple of months have been hard on you, and you needed to focus on yourself and your healing. In turning inward, a side effect could be that you had to disconnect the other ends of the cords to draw closer to yourself.

Now that things are a-changing, it could be that your radar love is the precursor to you feeling good enough and recharged enough to plug in those cords again.

Just a thought.

[sligoe.livejournal.com]

Perhaps your radar is still working because you've disconnected cords that weren't as energetic as you thought they were? Perhaps this is the whole process of letting go that began a few months ago? Sometimes we need to make more room for the wonderful things that are appearing on the horizon, and we have to let go of the things that no longer serve us as they used to. Time to disconnect more cords?

Speaking of disconnecting cords, I spoke with B about taking me on as a student, and he says he is honored. Can you believe that---honored to have me as a student? I was shocked, and am tickled pink. He will be getting in touch with you to get whatever information he needs, and will be taking a look to see what I still need and how to proceed. So my cord can go to a lighter capacity---I'm still connected, but more gently. :)

Have I told you how much I love you?

[shades-of-nyx.livejournal.com]

Of course you are enmeshed in an energetic web. At least in my personal cosmology we all are. That's just how the Universe works. You are also, in particular, part of the Blue Star web, and the Witches' web. When you become part of a group mind, you can borrow bits from everyone else in it. I'll come back and elaborate on this image after the coffee.
And, finished your book. Working on analysis. Trying to get tone right for Amazon. Somewhere between dry engineer and chatty reviewer.

[ingridsummers.livejournal.com]

Disconnecting energy cords so that you live independently is good. Also good is recognizing that you are still connected by healthy ties. I love the symbol of a web - because it is delicate and strong at the same time. We can become entangled (at the unhealthy end) or simply move swiftly along the threads (at the healthy end).

Hugs to you!

[evcelt.livejournal.com]

Extending this metaphor... radio is different from electricity (information is not the same as energy?). Your cords can be disconnected and your antennae could still be functioning. Even if it is radar (active sensing rather than passive) it could still function in the absence of the cords.

[hypanebliss.livejournal.com]

This^

That is what pings me the most. That you are still a receptor. Frankly, it may be two different concepts that overlap.

I'm always receiving. I learned that a long time ago. My biggest challenge (where this is concerned) is finding a way to peek inside without being drowned in information. So far, it has always been either "on" or "off" with little in-between.