Ereshkigal and Inanna
Apr. 23rd, 2010 03:57 pmFor the last few days I've been thinking about Ereshkigal and Inanna.
[see their story here: http://www.theosociety.org/pasadena/sunrise/52-02-3/mi-elo2.htm ]
Ereshkigal has been a good friend to me. More than once, she's had my back. More than once, she's helped me watch my own back. I give her credit for my resilience, for the ways in which I've been hard to kill. I'd be dead or lost without the self-sufficiency and vigilance that Ereshkigal demands.
Still, she is not good at compassion. And compassion has clearly become the way forward. When threatened, I struggle to reconcile it with Ereshkigal's fierce protection, which I loathe to release.
Perhaps the answer lies buried in the story of Inanna' descent. It's the compassion of the gala-tura and kur-jara (sexless creatures sent to retrieve Inanna's corpse) that heals Ereshkigal's grief and rage, allowing her to let go of Inanna's body, so Inanna can be brought back to life.
And in the big picture of things, I think Inanna and Ereshkigal are one and the same, two halves of a whole.
Food for thought.
[see their story here: http://www.theosociety.org/pasadena/sunrise/52-02-3/mi-elo2.htm ]
Ereshkigal has been a good friend to me. More than once, she's had my back. More than once, she's helped me watch my own back. I give her credit for my resilience, for the ways in which I've been hard to kill. I'd be dead or lost without the self-sufficiency and vigilance that Ereshkigal demands.
Still, she is not good at compassion. And compassion has clearly become the way forward. When threatened, I struggle to reconcile it with Ereshkigal's fierce protection, which I loathe to release.
Perhaps the answer lies buried in the story of Inanna' descent. It's the compassion of the gala-tura and kur-jara (sexless creatures sent to retrieve Inanna's corpse) that heals Ereshkigal's grief and rage, allowing her to let go of Inanna's body, so Inanna can be brought back to life.
And in the big picture of things, I think Inanna and Ereshkigal are one and the same, two halves of a whole.
Food for thought.
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Date: 2010-04-23 10:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-24 01:25 pm (UTC)this is long, sorry
Date: 2010-04-23 11:56 pm (UTC)I think Ereshkigal is the person who demands compassion. Who demands far more than marshmallowy lip service by a slumming little sister. Compassion is "feeling with". If you show up with all that blingy queenly glory protecting you, you can't feel it with me. Like a lab jacket instantly makes a schmoe look like a doctor, but he hasn't had the disease. Bling is armor, shielding you from the depth of this. I feel like I've lost everything. Do you want to "get it", to really understand this? Here, let me show you how (rip).
The gala-tura and kur-jara work with Ereshkigal on her own terms. They echo her moans, or at least validate, so that Ereshkigal will feel that she is not alone in her travail. This goes a long way towards healing.
It is not clear whether, after being revived, Inanna ever really understands Ereshkigal's grief. If all of this is an initiation I can only guess that she does.
It is also not clear whether Ereshkigal recovers enough to be able to think about something other than her own pain. But, if she can turn to these little beings and feel gratitude for their company, I can only guess that she does, too.
It is also not clear whether the little beings are actually feeling Ereshkigal's pain, or just doing their job, or somewhere in between (like a therapeutic listener). ...as a therapeutic listener I am certainly a sexless being, e.g. I have no desires or agenda of my own.
Inanna didn't heal Ereshkigal by herself, there was no real way she could. She catalyzed events by naively throwing herself in there. Then we all realized we couldn't turn our backs on the problem any more.
Can there be compassion without an object for compassion?
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Date: 2010-04-24 07:16 am (UTC)Re: this is long, sorry
Date: 2010-04-24 01:22 pm (UTC)Re: this is long, sorry
Date: 2010-04-24 10:12 pm (UTC)"The gala-tura and kur-jara work with Ereshkigal on her own terms. They echo her moans, or at least validate, so that Ereshkigal will feel that she is not alone in her travail. This goes a long way towards healing."
I agree. The empathy of these creatures causes Ereshkigal to feel that her despair is clearly perceived and that she is truly known. This, in itself, is healing.
I don't think Ereshkigal demands compassion, simply because she's so trapped in her own misery that she doesn't have a clue how to lessen or end it. But when she experiences being heard, seen and truly known, she transforms.
Being the recipient of compassion from beings without any agenda, or, as you have written"...a therapeutic listener [with] no desires or agenda of my own," frees her from her misery for a moment.
And having been the recipient of compassion, she can now reciprocate herself, offering her healers whatever they want in return for their kindness and understanding. What they want is Innanna's corpse, so they can resurrect the vibrant, joyous life that has been taken away.
This story has tremendous implications for those of us who suffer and those of us who witness suffering, which, I guess, is everyone.
And here, suddenly, the story of Inanna/Ereshkigal and the four noble truths of Buddhism intersect.
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Date: 2010-04-24 04:51 am (UTC)My heart's love to you.
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Date: 2010-04-24 01:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-24 07:26 am (UTC)Maybe I've always seen it in those terms because I've never entered into relationship with any of the entities in the story.
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Date: 2010-04-24 07:27 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-24 01:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-24 01:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-24 04:00 pm (UTC)nine long nights,
wounded with a spear, dedicated to Odin,
myself to myself,
on that tree of which no man knows
from where its roots run"
There's a lot of it about, once you start trawling mythologies.
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Date: 2010-04-24 04:02 pm (UTC)If I'm sharing a brain with anyone, I'll happily share yours. There's lots in it :)
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Date: 2010-04-24 05:15 pm (UTC)For sharing that link. WOW. I loved that summation and interpretation. I saw so many links. I still need to add more to my post for today. Links to what has happened and is happening with me are numerous and sparkling bright. If you have time,
http://radiant-one.livejournal.com/915218.html#cutid1