Afternoon rage, intense pleasure
Jul. 1st, 2005 04:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sabrinamariVery angry this afternoon, and Shannon came home to find me lost in violent fantasy and unable to focus on getting my cooking and packing together for the weekend.
Seeing my state, she pulled me over to the heavy bag that I bought as part of the professional-level home gym that I scored last year. It lives in my apartment living room and has stood, waiting for me, for over a year. Shannon and I worked together for about 20 minutes while she taught me punches and held the bag steady---I need to add more water to the base---while I beat the shit out of the thing, yelled, raged and flung myself at it until I could only grin, exhausted, in uncontrollable, spent pleasure. I feel like I've had great sex, and I can't wait to do it again. I also understand why she said I'd need real gloves to do this. My knuckles ache.
I don't care. This is exquisitely pleasurable. I can't wait to do it again. Maybe Sunday, if I'm back by then.
Next week, this is the priority when I get home from work.
Seeing my state, she pulled me over to the heavy bag that I bought as part of the professional-level home gym that I scored last year. It lives in my apartment living room and has stood, waiting for me, for over a year. Shannon and I worked together for about 20 minutes while she taught me punches and held the bag steady---I need to add more water to the base---while I beat the shit out of the thing, yelled, raged and flung myself at it until I could only grin, exhausted, in uncontrollable, spent pleasure. I feel like I've had great sex, and I can't wait to do it again. I also understand why she said I'd need real gloves to do this. My knuckles ache.
I don't care. This is exquisitely pleasurable. I can't wait to do it again. Maybe Sunday, if I'm back by then.
Next week, this is the priority when I get home from work.
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Dude, I live in Shit Town
Date: 2005-07-01 08:52 pm (UTC)Where are you going this weekend? I'm going to visit friends in NYC. Will you be anywhere near me?
Re: Dude, I live in Shit Town
Date: 2005-07-01 08:56 pm (UTC)I am going to Summit, NJ tonight, and I have to work tomorrow on my field notes.
Sunday I'm hosting Shannon's friend Jo Jo, and Monday I'm not sure about. So probably not this weekend. However...what do your upcoming weekends look like? Let's compare and see if we can find a date that I can drive to you.
Re: Dude, I live in Shit Town
Date: 2005-07-01 09:08 pm (UTC)Will you ask Michael a question for me? Will ask if he knows of a place where it is not illegal to throw unembalmed human remains into the ocean? I'm serious about this. That's where I want my body to go (hopefully far off in the future.) I've found places that will pour "my" ashes into a concrete structure incorporated into an artificial reef. There are plenty of places I could go to have "my" ashes sprinkled in the ocean. That's not wnat I want. I want to be fed to sea creatures. I want to be eaten, as Michael Valentine Smith was eaten. I want my loved ones to look at the horizon and know that I'm somewhere out there, still swimming around. I'm betting it's impossible in America. Could you please ask your honey if he knows?
Re: Dude, I live in Shit Town
Date: 2005-07-01 09:11 pm (UTC)I will ask him tonight. He'll know.
Tomorrow, I'm hanging with the corpses while I do my depth interview write-ups.
No Fair!
Date: 2005-07-01 09:13 pm (UTC)Does your honey prepare bodies for burial or does he just deal with the families? How did he choose that career? Can a person (uh, an aging Judeo-Pagan goddess) transition into that career and make a decent living?
You're penciled in for August 11. Yay!
Might I reccommend . . .
Date: 2005-07-01 08:59 pm (UTC)and a pair of hand-wraps (to support your wrists).
Play safe!
Re: Might I reccommend . . .
Date: 2005-07-01 09:08 pm (UTC)Glad to know you're feeling better
Date: 2005-07-01 09:10 pm (UTC)Anything you need or want?
Re: Glad to know you're feeling better
Date: 2005-07-01 09:12 pm (UTC)I'd like to talk sometime in the next week.
no subject
Date: 2005-07-01 10:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-02 08:43 am (UTC)