One more thing...
Jun. 21st, 2005 09:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sabrinamariExploring love and sex is so utterly amazing and wonderful and scary and terrifying. Although I've experienced growth and transformation and found a little wisdom in other areas of my life, I'm about 18 or 19 years old in this one area. Starting to blossom again after so many years essentially alone is an almost indescribable experience. And just starting to see someone so beautiful who is also poly and who will push me to grow...I can't even wrap my mind around it.
Am I going to be able to manage this? After so many years of flirting and being playful but holding back from anyone who could actually become a lover...I'm sure many of my Free Spirit friends would be very surprised to know how little real experience lies underneath the playful surface.
I talked to a friend there, though, who can be a help and support with regard to poly and the challenges and opportunities it may bring.
I have no idea what will happen next.
But there will be pleasure, and delight and fear and who knows what else...
Am I going to be able to manage this? After so many years of flirting and being playful but holding back from anyone who could actually become a lover...I'm sure many of my Free Spirit friends would be very surprised to know how little real experience lies underneath the playful surface.
I talked to a friend there, though, who can be a help and support with regard to poly and the challenges and opportunities it may bring.
I have no idea what will happen next.
But there will be pleasure, and delight and fear and who knows what else...
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Date: 2005-06-21 01:49 pm (UTC)nothing wrong with that.
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Date: 2005-06-23 03:51 pm (UTC)Whether or not this is so, you are welcome to comment on my blog anytime.
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Date: 2005-06-23 06:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-23 07:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-22 05:09 am (UTC)What a wonderful state of being, after so many years of knowing, pretty much, what would happen next, and not liking it much.
And, as Starhawk says, where there's fear, there's power.
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Date: 2005-06-23 03:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-22 08:28 pm (UTC)All the best to you in your journey!
Bright Blessings and Warm Hugs...
Dave
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Date: 2005-06-23 03:54 pm (UTC)