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Tonight I have a few moments to think about what's happening in my life, and as you have probably noticed, I think best while I'm writing.

Since Beltaine, there have been radical changes.

I'm seeing someone now. It's intense. It's very good, although I'm still pretty jumpy.

I've had the opportunity to face alot of fears in the last week. I've also had a wonderful time.

I still have no idea what I'm doing, but everything seems to be unfolding quickly despite that fact.

M., the man in question, is a Warrior/Priest. He's amazing. He's also persistent, kind and patient. This really helps.

I'll write more when I know what to say. : )

Date: 2005-05-12 02:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seedmoon.livejournal.com
Way to embrace the Path of Power, 'Brina!

I'm happy to hear that life is moving forward and expanding for you in happy ways. I look forward to hearing more about the extremely lucky guy.

Date: 2005-05-12 10:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
Thnak you, bunny. Your good wishes mean a great deal to me. : )

Date: 2005-05-12 02:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sidhne.livejournal.com
I am very happy for you. You deserve it!

Date: 2005-05-12 10:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
Thank you!

Date: 2005-05-12 03:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stephandcurtis.livejournal.com
Happy! Happy! Joy! Joy!

Thanks for sharing! I am happy for you - take each moment as it comes and enjoy it, my dear!

Date: 2005-05-12 10:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
I am a bit hesitant at times, but starting to relax and feel really good. I think this is a very good thing.

Date: 2005-05-12 03:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shakti-lemaris.livejournal.com
yay for you.
is this the cute boy from beltane?

Date: 2005-05-12 10:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
Yes--the one with the shaved head and the muscles that came to talk with me late Saturday night at the cabin. He is fairly persistent, as well as funny and calm, and he gets me to relax enough to accept his invitations to go places and do stuff. Plus, he's a bodybuilder and a sci-fi reader geek, and he's into cooking and food, so we have alot to talk about. What are the chances??? Shaking my head in amazement.

Date: 2005-05-12 08:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tigira.livejournal.com
Yay!!!!
*bounce*

You continue to impress me...I know that, in the past, I would have taken quite a bit longer to get to that point.

Date: 2005-05-12 10:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
Well, I'm pretty jumpy. But this guy just puts his hand on my heart and smiles at me when I get really tense, just sending over calming, sooothing vibes until I relax. He really doesn't seem to mind that I'm nervous and jumpy every time he comes around. And he's patient. So it's working.

We'll see.

You deserve to be happy!

Date: 2005-05-12 10:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] davidt4e.livejournal.com
Everyone does! Why should you be any different? :)

Date: 2005-05-12 01:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] flamespirit.livejournal.com
Yay, yay! (jumping up and down in excitement)
He sounds perfect. And I like the sound of his calmness and soothingness. Funny - I know someone else who does the hand over heart thingy...
{{{{Sabr}}}}

Date: 2005-05-12 03:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
Yeah, Brian does that too. I guess energy workers just kind of spontaneously gravitate to the places that hurt and seek to ease them without thinking too much about it.

Bit of silliness

Date: 2005-05-12 03:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seedmoon.livejournal.com
"M., the man in question...."

So what we all want to know is if this guy you are seeing is the author of this book


or is it James Bond's boss?


Personally I'm hoping, for your sake, its the former but I think its a win either way.

;)

Re: Bit of silliness

Date: 2005-05-12 09:32 pm (UTC)

Date: 2005-05-12 04:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oaktavia.livejournal.com
Yay yay YAY!!

::Lisa does happy dance all over house for you!!:::

Live in the moment, and *enjoy* what happiness comes to you sweetling!

Date: 2005-05-12 09:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
Thank you, dear. We should probably talk. This actually impacts you in a surprising sort of way, since you worked with M. for awhile a few years ago.

Date: 2005-05-13 01:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oaktavia.livejournal.com
sure, no problem ;-)
you've been wanting to call for a while.
I'll be in & out all weekend... shopping, church stuff & a baby shower - if you can't reach me at home, call my cell: 7574091435

looking forward to hearing from you!

Woo! hoo!

Date: 2005-05-12 04:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] faedaughter.livejournal.com
He sounds wonderful. I like that he is patient. :) I wish you only the best!

Re: Woo! hoo!

Date: 2005-05-12 09:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
Thank you so much!

Date: 2005-05-12 06:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sharrainchains.livejournal.com
I am very happy for you - so many aspects of you life seem to be showing you that you are a wonderful and worthwhile lady. Good luck.

Date: 2005-05-12 09:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
Thank you for your generosity!

Date: 2005-05-13 01:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] puckmls.livejournal.com
Mmmmm ... M. sounds very nice. The whole thing sounds very nice! And what came to mind when I read your post and the comments: "When the student is ready, the teacher appears." :-) Hugs!

Date: 2005-05-13 10:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
That's pretty much perfect to describe this, in a number of ways. M. is totally unfazed by me, and just sort of quietly guides things along, letting me be yin. It's just the way things need to be right now.

yea!!

Date: 2005-05-13 12:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rio-luna.livejournal.com
and ditto--i too have hit a new place with a new man and I'm deliriously happy and scared to death. more later.

congrats honey. I thought i felt someone waiting in the wings.

Re: yea!!

Date: 2005-05-13 05:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabrinamari.livejournal.com
Thanks, babe.

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