
This is a mantra I have heard many times in my community. Yet I don't reflect on it enough. While I was running this morning, it occurred to me that I only have in abundance what I give freely. I often feel like I'm tired and don't feel like running, yet when I run, I have more energy after. The same is true for my meditation practice. I rush around and don't give myself the 10, 20, or 30 minutes it may take to meditate. Yet, when I take this time for mindfulness, I have more time elsewhere in my life. And money. How many times have I thought that I can't afford to be so generous with those who are truly in need. Yet, when I make a habit of being charitable, I find that I have all I need.
I am not the source of any of these things, but the conduit for all things. The vessel is fed by the blood it carries. If the artery does not brings blood to its destination, both the receiver and the artery starve. I cannot afford to be selfish. I don't have the time to rush. I haven't the energy to be lazy. If I am to make my life full, I must focus on what I am feeding.